Friday, May 15, 2009
Just for a moment
Sometimes you wish for a moment, any moment, that your dreams were your reality. Just for a moment. In this moment you would have love and understanding, all from a partner, boyfriend. husband, lover, girlfriend, or wife!
In the search of this moment we sometimes fool ourselves and get lost in hope. We do things. We do things we should not all in search of and for a moment. This moment. That moment!
Now we have done this thing, this thing we cannot explain nor do we want to talk about and really would like to forget. Something we said we would never do, we did. Knowing that our actions have consequences we did it any way. We wanted to pretend that the moment we wanted was upon us and we wanted to live it. We should have waited and went through the loneliness that we are oh so familiar with.
So, now we are looking for another moment because wasted that one on something and someone who did not appreciate the moment but the act.
Well I am learning how to control my self so that I may make the next moment everything it is supposed to be and the moment with the person who will appreciate the moment and more importantly appreciate me in this moment! Wait for your moment and when it comes cherish and I think when we wait this moment will last a life time!