Tuesday, June 9, 2009

ONE


I don't hate being a lone, I hate being lonely.

I grew up an only child and i knew all the kids in the neighborhood. We were not rich and not close but I had toys and lots of them. I was the kid at everyone house who could spend the night and they could spend the night at mine. I was the natural leader through out my school years. I am still yet active in my community remembering I gotta call a state senator today.) You would think because I know like so man people loneliness would not exist in my world but in a crowded room...yeah you know that saying, I can hear them all but not at all, because sometimes I feel like the only....one.

As an only child you get used to 1, sometimes I think that in growing up and getting used to be 1 can numb you to a feeling that no 1 really wants to experience. Maybe this one will one will not be anymore but...

3 comments:

TS Sexy Chanel said...

I am on a spritual tangent this week so you already know I am finna go there. But we are never alone I too was feeling this and you know its a trick of the enemy to take our minds off the fact of just what we do have and how God has blessed us. My life like yours is rich and full and we have more than most. Work out your spirit of gratitude and take stock of what you have and pay no mind to what you dont.

Dyvon said...

One thing you aren't in this world is alone. In the way you think, you have so many people right there with you. As far as physically having someone there, it's gonna be a distraction from what's most important in your life. I can see that happening. We all come up the way we should to become the people we need to be. What we do with that growth determines our worth to ourselves...fuck the rest of "them". And I thank you. U know I love you, Quad.

Chic Realness said...

we all experience these feelings at one time or another continue to surround yourself with gods teachings, family and friends and keep in mind the saying in this to shall pass and you'll start to see your life and how important you are to yourself and others morris you maybe the nvcyble one but to a lot of us video bloggers your very much visible and special