Tuesday, June 9, 2009
I don't hate being a lone, I hate being lonely.
I grew up an only child and i knew all the kids in the neighborhood. We were not rich and not close but I had toys and lots of them. I was the kid at everyone house who could spend the night and they could spend the night at mine. I was the natural leader through out my school years. I am still yet active in my community remembering I gotta call a state senator today.) You would think because I know like so man people loneliness would not exist in my world but in a crowded room...yeah you know that saying, I can hear them all but not at all, because sometimes I feel like the only....one.
As an only child you get used to 1, sometimes I think that in growing up and getting used to be 1 can numb you to a feeling that no 1 really wants to experience. Maybe this one will one will not be anymore but...