Wednesday, May 20, 2009
You play too much...
I have figured out this thing call life is really about playing a game. A game that people who have siblings do better than those of us who were raised as only children. The rules are funny because they seem not to have changed over the generations. Older people have spoke on it at cook outs and other family gatherings and anywhere where brown liquor is available. I think that may just be my family. I have figured out there are games with family, games in love, and games with friends.
As a person as an only child, I had to make and fight my way up the social ladder. I had to learn some things but I am still, at 32 figuring somethings out. Like Love, or finding love is really a game. The whole thing from meeting someone until the moment of breakup it is a game. For you people with brothers and sisters you learn this game from them. I cannot help but think maybe this is is why I am single. I don't know how to play this game. What I know is how to be honest and acting on my honesty. The funny thing is in this game that is not enough, I mean that is good and people want that, however people want to play this game! Now, let me say this, I am not losing the game but playing it has made for life to be different and sometimes difficulty. The funny thing is people who play the game and expect other to play think i am playing when I am honest.
I don't know bout this game, I don't. I wonder why people still wanna play games , well at least these kinda games. I guess until I make my own game I am gonna play their game!